The truth about how we met

Silvano and I still haven't had to share how we met. I mean we most likely have told people on our own time but we have never been together and had to tell the big grand story about how we met.

He moved into a room in our house.

It wasn't very romantic, infact it was awkward. We officially met on Dec 8, 2013, he was drinking tequila and orange juice, taking to my mom and then my mom leaves to pick up my brother. That's when things got awkward because I expected him to go to his room... but after some small talk I realized he wasn't going anywhere.

The more he talked, the more I wanted to listen to him. I wish I had a picture of him from that day. The drinking and the laughing made his eyes squint and that in turn made me laugh. He was sweet and oh so charming and charismatic.

We stared out as friends. He always had something to say and I was just as eager to hear what he had to say.

I'll admit I had a crush on him from the start, but I just couldn't see him being interested in me. The first time he asked me to be his girlfriend I blew him off. In my defense, he was drunk. I even decided not to go with him to Olive Garden because I was embarrassed. 

Every moment I could get with him, I took advantage of it. I loved those awkward moments where we would hang out in the kitchen, him cooking and me drinking juice or water. The juices or water were just an excuse to be in the kichen, to be around him! I even tried to look my best. I think back to those days where I would blast my music just to get his attention.

 I miss those days where I was lovestruck at the mire thought of him. Those times remind me of sweet candy, I wanted him yet I couldn't have him. Sweet bliss. 

Now that I have my boyfriend, that I can touch him and kiss him to my hearts desire, it makes him all that special to me. It makes all those awkward moments so worth it, so sweet... And I wouldn't change any moment I've spent with my Silvano.

<3 <3 <3 I love you Silvano, my Vano!!!

We love to love

We go through life dreaming of a perfect man to share our life with. Someone who is not only your lover but your best friend as well. Someone you want to wake up to every morning, who you reach for without having to think about it, whispering soft love words. Someone meant just for you... I found mine. He is my lover, my best friend, my human pillow, my partner in crime, my everything. His name is Silvano. 

I don't know if he found me or by some stroke of magic I was lucky enough to have found him, but what I do know is that he will forever be in my heart.

My heart is not the one in trouble, it is my head that can loose it every now and then. I don't want to take him for granted, I don't want to forget him.

I won't let myself forget we are worth more than that. That is where my blog comes in, it is so I never loose sight of what truly matters to me..., so I don't forget all the wonderful moments I spend with my Silvano. So I don't forget us.

Together, you and me, Silvano and Yesi